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| Friday, November 4th, 2005 | | 6:56 am |
im finally extremly happy with how things are going! for the most part..
im now freinds with all my girls again YAY. i missed you all.. =) whitney, nads, and stace! i lOvE u GaLs!
Fae tottally rox too. =) she rox my world.
annnyways. yeah so really GAY i have court with stace on the 14th for stealing a hose. hah HA. i hope im laughing when i leave court that day too and im not in jail or something crazy. Aaron and me were pulled over tonight.. my heart started racing, but nothing happened luckily. thank whatevers out there thats watchin my back! =) yeah.
so tonight was fun, hung out with nadia!!! highlight of my night. and i saw grimm and jeff again.. hadnt hung out with them in a while. and aaron too ofcourse. then i got home at 6, had an actual nice chat with my mom before she went to work and now im here.. all hopped up on caffiene. mmm cant sleep. mind says sleep body says run in traffic and try to dodge cars. ok i NEED sleep. haha
so the other night at city i met this incredibly hott guy who called tonight! yay.. but yeah i got home at 6 so no luck in calling him back. not till tomm at least.. or later today??? yes im odd.. but im fucking tired.... i think???
i FiNaLLy got to meet Brad the other day... that was kewl.. hes just as CuTe in his pix as he is in real life.. no no hes def cuter! hehe. ThEnNn a WHOrE showed up (no names no names... aww what the fuck why not??? NORA) .....while i was at his house.. and when i was with FaE too!!!! hahhahaaaa.. PRICELESS >=] yes yes im quite evil. but hey when someone uses you for your bed because they are a horny slut and calls you a fat bitch and cant even LOOK at me let alone say ANYTHING to my face... wouldnt u be evil too? grr talk more shit hun. its okay i can take it. plus... it just makes me laugh. =) by the way IF you read this i WAS going to say hi coz i hadnt seen ya in sooo long.. but u looked a litttttle freaked out or something.. plus you didnt look at me too much. i wouldnt either if i was you though. *smile* hehe
sooo im a total bitch and i apologize. im not normally like that.
god damn i am over-tired. i realllly need to sleep.. probably should. but i cant.
so yeah! gonna go do something fun.. prolly just watch a movie. yayy. all alone =/ *sigh*
LaTahz byyItchEs Current Mood:  AHH CAFFIENE!Current Music: combichrist - this shit will fuck you up (DUH) | | Wednesday, September 28th, 2005 | | 5:33 pm |
sooo its wednesday.. boring day for me. This past weekend was fun though, hung out with Whitney and some people from school all night, went for walks in the woods in the middle of no where.. thats always fun. Sat night was awesome, went to city club (ofcourse heh) with Tony... he liked it! yay!!! There i saw jon as usual also.. and i met his freind that he never introduced me to before (nick) which i was soo mad about! lol.. hes just the most adorable guy everr. *ugh* so cute. soOoOoo yup idk i pretty much was with him the rest of the time at City.. that was fun, had a nice long drunken talk with jImMy.. always love those.. Sunday i ended up doing nothing... refreshing. The next day went to the mall and Royal Oak with Nick, where *suprise suprise* we saw Jon.. and Dan! hah.. went to coneys over by me.. n i saw jiM (havent seen him in foreverrrr.) ThhenNn we drank some more then me n Nick went back to his house and... watched a movie. Monday Nick dropped me off and i did absolutley nothing.. which was nice. SooOoOOoo all in all i had an awesome weekend.
This Friday:
I-RoCk...
x SkuLL ChiseL x
Stained Glass Torture
Girl Scout Hand Grenade
Dejection
Elued Fearra
Hellseen
M-59
Neclropolis
BE THERE Current Mood:  wooOoooCurrent Music: Necrophagist | | Saturday, September 24th, 2005 | | 3:41 pm |
"Welcome Home"
You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world
Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if it's here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life?
Hang on to the glory of my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed?
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to make premise to all of the songs
You stormed off to scar the armada
As Jesus prayed letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
My love and devotion I'll die as you sleep
If you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...Before I hope you die Current Mood:  hmm.Current Music: coheed & cambria.. kinda obvious | | Thursday, September 22nd, 2005 | | 3:57 pm |
FiRsT of all.. went disc golfing yesterday with whitney.. that tired me out. ThEnN shane picks me up.. we have nothin to do so we decide to go to stoney creek and go swimming!!! fUN iDeA right?! welll it was a long walk in, which wasnt bad at all.. thennn im like hEy, this way will be faster.. YeAaAhhH.. we started walking at 2 and didnt get back till 5, i am sOoOoOoo sore.. soOo im tottally doin it up at home for the next couple days..
Tomm night, mayYybe partyin with matthew herrmann!!! haha.. butttt i might just go to city instead.. as always. And it lOOks like i might actually go out tonight... ohh yeah this will be fun. i like pain i guess... maybe itll work.
yay talked to lIZ today and realized how much i miss that bitch!!! :'( *tear* CoMe BaCK SOOOOON!!!
well.. tata for now.
haaa... "tata" Current Mood:  ouchh.. just dont touch me.Current Music: C & C - welcome home??? | | Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 | | 6:02 pm |
shut me down
knock me to the floor
shoot me up
fuck me like a whore.. Current Mood:  "wooo"Current Music: combichrist - without emotions | | Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 | | 11:22 am |
Very Goth
You scored 61! |
| You're a Goth. Whether you admit it freely or not there is no denying it. You love the stuff and can't get enough. You decorate your living space in a way that is part morbid part chaotic.I'm sure your music is mostly Goth/Industrial/Darkwave. Wherever you go you're probably dressed mostly in black.Not only do you know who Switchblade Symphony is, you own every CD and EP they ever put out. Your dream profession is definatly something that benifits goths-Tattoo artist, goth DJ, freelance Gothic artist, Gothy comic creator ect.ect.ect... |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 81% on gothies |
| Current Mood:  pllllbbCurrent Music: dj loctus - do u really wanna die | | Saturday, August 20th, 2005 | | 5:22 pm |
So yeah my life really sux right now!!!! if u dont hear or see me in a while.. im in jail. see yall in around 3months if im lucky!!!
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.
This is one time
that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
the refuge that you've built to flee
the places you have come to fear the most.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and hidden in the public eye.
Such a stellar monument to loneliness.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by. | | Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 | | 7:45 pm |
| | 6:49 pm |
So yeah.. i think i just met the cutest guy ever!!! ;-) hehe.. sooooo damn cute.. ANYWAYS
My life is tha same ol boring life i had the last time i updated this thing.. the party is still going on Sat... ummm everyones still gone!!!! :(:(:( but its okay for right now, i made new freinds that party with me! hah.. sooo yeah idk what else to say really im fuckin boring.
latah ByyyiTcHEssss Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: dashboard- hands down | | Monday, July 25th, 2005 | | 8:50 pm |
Stace and myself are throwin a party this saturday... its gonna be huge u better be there!!!!
This sat night..
where?? call for details 586 465 0749
$5.00 guys
$3.00 girls
triple kegger
ask for stace or jenn | | Saturday, July 16th, 2005 | | 6:19 am |
Soo yeah its about 6:22 in the morning and im still awake.. the first night in forever i havent done anything at all pretty much! except for have a really good time with branden and stace and then chilled and watched hide and seek n stuff... idk, im thinkin about alotta shitt still and it sucks. i dont want to be really. yeah so anyways....... hide and seek is a fucked up movie! i guessed it after about 10min of watching it though.. i wrote it down too so i have proof!!! anyways... i put some new pix up on myspace.. lol so did stace (shes gothed out its kinda weird) neways yeah if u wanna stalk me n shit check em out! Your Porn Star Name is: Mary Muffmuncher
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Current Mood:  whoaCurrent Music: Brian Mcnight ~ do i ever cross your mind | | 1:39 am |
Now is the time for me to rise to my feet
Wipe the spit from my face
Wipe these tears from my eyes
I've got to take my life back
One chance to make it right
I gotta have my voice be heard
And bring meaning to this life
Cause I trusted for nothing
I've been led astray
I've been tried and trusted
But i won't except defeat
Now i've done things I regret
And it's time to reverse the rolls
And I just wanna make good on
All the promises I have made
I will be...
I will be heard
I will be
I will be heard
Through the worst we prevail
So our voices will be heard
Through the worst we prevail
So our voices will be heard
I will be...
I will be heard Current Mood: googlie!?!? heheCurrent Music: Bright Eyes ~ Lover i dont have to love | | Thursday, July 14th, 2005 | | 2:42 am |
Just
got done watching the notebook with kevin, danny, stace and ox... and
so i admit it.. i balled my eyes out (which i dont think they saw hehe
im sneaky) AND im being a sappy bitch right now.. and i love it!!!
*Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a *spectacular* moment of light in the heavens
fleeting glimpse of eternity
and in a flash they're gone.*
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
(just the rest of the quote.. maybe i can say this to someone one day!) (-And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever.")
Favorite quote yet... :'-)
"maybe if i was a bird,
in another life...
Now say your a bird too!"
"...if your a bird..
im a bird.."
:-D just what i needed.. a sappy movie with some good freinds and a good cRy!!!
Not that i even want anything right now( i dont really..) but in
a way i still really do.. maybe i just miss the whole being involved
with someone buuuuttt........
now im just wondering when im gonna find that guy that makes me feel like these kinda movies do.. its so much fun to think about...
hmm, yeah.. like that'll happen.
hahahaaaa... ;-)
Current Mood:  im sooo happy!!!Current Music: Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life | | Monday, July 11th, 2005 | | 5:38 pm |
 Current Mood: bored... shes goegrous!!!!Current Music: Howie Day - She says | | Sunday, July 10th, 2005 | | 3:50 pm |
fuck off
For
anyone thats worried about me at all right now.. im fine.. some people
think im changing iM NOT... im just resorting back to my old ways
because my whole look and attitude i had became very boring to me, and
i was just a bitch. I am not changing at all, im still the same person.
It seems like i changed my hair and started wearing my old clothes
(better looking clothes too.. lol) and everyone flips out.. idk.. im
fine though i just need sometime away from some people idk why but i do
(you know who you are.)
i still love you all so dont let this blow outta proportion please.
~LoVE yOu``~
Current Mood:  im a crazed girlCurrent Music: gorillaz - feel good | | 4:41 am |
City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep,
no..
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
[Damon Albarn]
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains
in it
steady,
watch me navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
(Feel Good....)
Current Music: gorillaz - feel good | | Saturday, July 9th, 2005 | | 9:36 pm |
I lOvE u GuYS!!! smile :-)
Danny Mac n me!! hehe
Brett n cuRtiS.. brett babe.. u kno u want him! (NO) lol
BreTT n StAcE LOVE U GUYS
This is a very seXaY byyitch! TaRa..(mah girl!) n BreTT..(geez picture whore!)
KeViN n OX... i still love em even though they hate me :'-(
YeAayA.. BiTiNg iS fUNn... *wiNk
Sooo yeah.. those are all my gay ass fuckin freinds.. but i gotta love em!!! (jk guys)
Current Music: Incubus - pardon me | | Friday, July 8th, 2005 | | 6:59 pm |
apology...
I just want to
say to everyone that this concerns... i am so incredibly sorry. i
over-reacted about shit that happened.. and i didnt know what i was
talking about. i feel that all of this is my fault, i made the wrong
decisions about what happened last night and im sorry and i regret what
i did, also none of this should be taken out on stace, she did NOTHING
wrong.. nothing at all.. ALSO if i EVER flip out again like that
(which i wont) STACE has more say than me at this point in time.. so do
whatever she says. haha. no seriously though. ANYWAYS idk, this
whole thing upsets me i thought i was closer with some freinds than i
was, but i guess not.. so im letting this be up to everyone this goes
out to.. if u ever want to talk to me again its up to you , im not
going to say anymore to try to make it better.. im just dropping it..
which everyone should. Its all fucking drama and you all know it.. grow
some balls and get over it.. pleeeeeease! this is such bullshit. ALL OF
IT.
but who cares right?!?! im just a whore...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dont you see, dont you see
that the charade is over
so kiss me now
coz this will be
the last time that i let you
Current Mood: dissapointmentCurrent Music: dashboard confessional - this ruined puzzle | | 5:36 pm |
The knife is on the table
I put myself to sleep
All I know is all I know
Remember, what you sow is what you reap
How could I fucking believe you?
This is too much for me
The little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always be
Like you
Like me
Diminished, self-imploding
I'll never see
Like you
Like me
I never want
To be like me
Do you think I'm a whore?
I'm a whore
Why can't I fucking believe you?
This is too much for me
The little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always f*cking be
Self-loathing, inconsiderate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror
The whore is all I see
Like you
Like me
I'll never change
I'm stubborn you see
Like you
Warned me
Lonely
For
Eternity...
I never want
To be like me
Its Curtis's bday today! Party tonight just for him.. shh its a suprise though.. hehe
HaPPy BdAY bAbE.. love ya tons!
| | Thursday, July 7th, 2005 | | 5:51 pm |
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how you're making out,
but as for me I wish that I was anywhere
with anyone making out Current Music: Dashboard Confessional ~ Remember to Breathe |
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